Showing posts with label Suicide. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Suicide. Show all posts

Wednesday, 7 October 2026

Without You

Cover version of the month #124

Harry Nilsson covers Badfinger ... and so does Mariah Carey

I always thought that Without You was a Harry Nilsson song, and ... it kind of is. I guess I came to this conclusion because his name was mentioned regularly back in 1994 when Mariah Carey took the song to number 1. In fact, the song was written by Pete Ham and Tom Evans of the Welsh band Badfinger who released albums via Apple and received huge support from Paul McCartney.  Macca wrote Come And Get It for Badfinger in 1969. It's worth checking Paul's demo, where he played all the instruments, that came out Anthology 3. Remarkably, McCartney recorded it all in just 1-hour.

McCartney once described Without You as the killer song of all-time, high praise indeed. The song itself came together in a Beatles-y way, think of Lennon and McCartney merging two songs together for A Day In the Life. That's, kind of, what happened with Badfinger.

Ham wrote a song called If It's Love containing the heartbreaking lyrics

Well I can't forget tomorrow, when I think of all my sorrow

I had you there, but then I let you go

And now it's only fair, that I should let you know ... it it's love

However, Ham wasn't happy with the chorus. 

Meanwhile, Evans was besotted with a girl called Marianne who he would go on to marry. However, the relationship wasn't without its challenge. One night Evans was searching for his girlfriend and poured his heart out to her friend Karen, telling her - She's left me. I need her back. I can't live without her. Evans went on to write a song called I Can't Live with the emotional and soulful chorus;

I can't live, if living is without you

I can't give, I can't give any more

Tom Evans and Pete Ham

And so, the two songs became one. And this was just the start of the story for this particular song!

History shows that Ham and Evans are on record as saying that they didn't consider the song to be particularly strong at the time Badfinger recorded it. So, Without You was slotted to close the first side of their 1970 album No Dice. It wasn't a single and probably didn't receive that much attention in the studio.

The guitar, bass and drums are all fine, but did the band and producer (Geoff Emerick) not hear the potential for strings as the band hit the long chorus outro/mantra? Organ is introduced towards the end, over the top of the Harrison-esque guitar riff. Indeed, the song has a Harrison feel to it, you can only imagine what he could have done with it around this time when he was working on All Things Must Pass!

Badfinger's recording of the song, in comparison to Harry Nilsson's 1971 cover, sounds like a demo. It's still really good, the vocal for the chorus is beautifully stretched, however, it does feel like it's missing something - I guess it is easy to say this having originally heard the song via Mariah Carey! It's a shame that their producer Geoff Emerick didn't hear the potential that other artists, musicians or producers heard. 

Listen to this and then play Harry Nilsson's version immediately afterwards. 


Nilsson's version, released as a single in October 71 and also included on his outstanding album Nilsson Schmilsson,  is over a minute shorter than the Badfinger original. He makes the most of every single second, beginning over sparse piano, strings are introduced for the second verse, his voice is heartachingly beautiful. When he hits the chorus, the drums come in, the strings become more orchestral and Nilsson sings with all his soul. 

Well I can't forget this evening, or you face as you were leaving

But I guess that's just the way the story goes

You always smile, but in your eyes your sorrow shows

Yes it shows

And then ......Nilsson hits the chorus for the second time and it is skyscrapingly epic. There is no need to revisit it like Badfinger do for their long outro. Nilsson has said his piece, he has nothing more to say and most likely, nothing more to give after that performance! 

Pete Ham and Tom Evans received an Ivor Novello song for  Best Song Musically and Lyrically in 1972. Tragically, both songwriters committed suicide. Ham, aged just 27 and only 3-years after the Novello award. 

Badfinger, like many 60's artists, had been poorly managed, disgracefully advised and were taken advantage of financially. 'Manager' Stan Polley channelled millions into his personal control. Ham died in 1975, penniless, despite the huge success of Without You through Nilsson that should have earned him hundred of thousands, if not millions. His suicide note called Polley a soulless bastard. 

Evans continued to fight for royalties and he toured as Badfinger, however he too hanged himself in 1983 following a sad, bitter challenge from bandmate Joey Molland who contested the songwriting royalties.

Two years later, frozen royalties were paid to the surviving family of Ham and Evans. Both had died believing they would never receive them. 

Without You would go on to earn even more in publishing royalties following a cover version by Mariah Carey, originally released on her 1993 album Music Box, and then as a single in February 1994. Carey decided to cover the song after hearing Nilsson's version in a restaurant and coming to the immediate conclusion that it could be a smash hit. Mariah was right. The emotion contained in Nilsson's version was absolutely perfect for her. Carey's cover was a monumental hit, spending 21 weeks in the US Billboard Top 40 and hitting number one in dozens of countries worldwide.


Carey, with her extraordinary five octave vocal range, really goes for it at the end of the first chorus, but jeez, she really goes for it on the second chorus over pounding 80's drums before a gospel choir comes in with Carey ad libbing over the top to conclusion. 

Written with heartache at the fore, Without You has broken hearts throughout its rollercoaster history, reaching huge peaks with Nilsson and Carey, but tragically its authors were not able to benefit from the songs success. At the time of writing, Nilsson's version has been streamed 205 million times, while  Carey's version has been streamed a colossal 373,918,083 times! Incidentally, the song has been covered by over 180 artists.

Badfinger's original and the covers by Harry Nilsson and Mariah Carey are added to my Everything Flows Cool Cover Versions playlist on Spotify which also features all of the songs listed below. Search for the title or CLICK HERE

Previous covers of the month blogs

13. Hurt
39. ABBA-esque
40. Jumpin' Jack Flash
64. Lola
82. Drop
87. Indian Rope Man + bonus Strawberry Fields Forever + This Wheels On Fire
101. Shout!
123. What Is Life? + bonus If Not For You

Friday, 26 April 2024

Dream Baby Dream

 

Trust me #69

Dream Baby Dream by Suicide

Released as a single back in 1979, Dream Baby Dream still sounds futuristic thanks to the songs fresh, dreamy, urgent, yet gentle feel. It's beautiful, sublime, vital music that goes straight to my heart. 

Riding in on a drum machine and keyboard/organ with a xylophone effect, the two-piece band of Martin Rev and Alan Vega conjure up something truly majestic. It never fails to captivate me, to stop me in my tracks, only for me to then press play again. 

Stretching out to 6-minutes 20 seconds, there is a lot of time and space to get lost in, to drift in, to dream in. The groove is consistent, but just seems to change slightly. It sounds like the duo hit record and captured it live, helping with the soul and timeless quality the song bursts with.

Yeah, those dreams keep you free baby

Yeah you gotta make those dreams come true

Keep them dreams burnin' baby

Keep them dreams burning forever

Dream baby, dream baby

Alan Vega makes me want to go to bed early and dream. Quite an effect! At times, it sounds like the groove is having that impact on him too, like he is drifting off. Sometimes he just stops as if lost in the music, at other times he is almost mumbling as if falling asleep and dreaming.

Truly gorgeous, I hope you enjoy this song if you've never heard it before, or that you love revisiting it if you haven't listened in a while.

Dream Baby Dream is added to my Trust Me playlist; search for Everything Flows - Trust Me on Spotify or CLICK HERE 

Check below for all previous blogs in my Trust Me series.

Previous Trust Me blogs

1. Something On Your Mind by Karen Dalton
1A. Crimson and Clover by Tommy James and the Shondells
2. I Am, I Said  by Neil Diamond
3. Where's The Playground Susie?   by Glen Campbell
4. If You Could Read My Mind by Gordon Lighfoot
5. Gimme Some Truth by John Lennon
6. Gone With The Wind Is My Love by Rita and the Tiaras
7. In The Year 2525 by Zager and Evans
8. The Music Box by Ruth Copeland
9. The Ship Song by Nick Cave
10. Sometimes by James
11. I Walk The Earth by King Biscuit Time
12. Didn't Know What I Was In For by Better Oblivion Community Centre
13. When My Boy Walks Down The Street by The Magnetic Fields
14. The Man Don't Give A F**k by Super Furry Animals
15. All Flowers In Time Bend Towards The Sun by Jeff Buckley and Liz Fraser
16. Are You Lookin' by The Tymes
17. A Real Hero by College & Electric Youth
18. Feelings Gone by Callum Easter
19. Sunday Morning by The Velvet Underground
20. Did I Say by Teenage Fanclub
21. Don't Look Back by Teenage Fanclub
23. Belfast by Orbital
24. Clouds by The Jayhawks
25. Dreaming Of You by The Coral
26. Everlasting Love by Love Affair
27. Walk Away Renee by The Left Banke
28. Teenage Kicks by The Undertones
29. Shaky Ground by Sneeze
29. Rill Rill by Sleigh Bells
30. I Can Feel Your Love by Felice Taylor
31. The State We're In by The Chemical Brothers w/ Beth Orton
32. Sunshine After The Rain by Ellie Greenwich
33. Losing My Edge by LCD Soundsystem
34. Mondo 77 by Looper
35. Les Fleurs by Minnie Riperton
36. Rat Trap by The Boomtown Rats
37. How High by The Charlatans
38. I Can't Let Go by Evie Sands
39. Pop Song 89 by R.E.M.
40. Summertime Clothes by Animal Collective
41. There She Goes by The Las
42. We're Going To Be Friends by White Stripes
43. Autumn Sweater by Yo La Tengo
44. Sister Rena by Lomond Campbell
45. Revolution by The Beatles
46. Lazarus by The Boo Radleys
47. Wrote For Luck by Happy Mondays
48. American Trilogy by The Delgados
49. Loser by Beck 
50. Silent Sigh by Badly Drawn Boy
51. Comedy by Shack
52. Take The Skinheads Bowling by Camper Van Beethoven
53. Freakscene by Dinosaur Jr
54. Thank You For Being You by The Pastels
55. I Think I'm In Love by Spiritualized
56. Chestnut Mare by The Byrds
57. Cannonball by The Breeders
58. Like A Rolling Stone by Bob Dylan
59. You Make Me Weak At The Knees by Electrelane
60. Lucky by Radiohead
61. Strange Currencies by R.E.M.
61. I Am The Cosmos by Chris Bell
62. Like A Ship (Without A Sail) by Pastor TL Barrett and the Youth for Christ Choir
63. Nothing But A Heartache by The Flirtations
64. Made of Stone by The Stone Roses
65. Tonight In Belfast by Orbital, David Holmes, DJ Helen and Mike Garry
66. Anything by Adrianne Lenker
67. I Hold Something In My Hand by Bill Ryder-Jones
68. I Meant Every Word by Burnett Sisters


Sunday, 15 January 2017

Never Ending Mixtape Part 4

The Monkees kick off the 4th instalment of the Never Ending Mixtape with their psychedelic masterpiece Porpoise Song (Theme from Head). I remember reading about Head as a teenager - did The Monkees really make a crazed LSD inspired film co-written by Jack Nicholson?

YES - and it is even crazier than it sounds.

Moving on from The Monkees we also have some psychedelic tunes by the likes of the Polyphonic Spree (who have performed Porpoise Song with The Monkees), Flaming Lips, Ride and Clap Your Hands Say Yeah.

You'll need to go down to the 50th song to start this section of the Never Ending Playlist embedded below, or start from the beginning! Or you can play each individual song below.


Porpoise Song - The Monkees
Wanting to feel, to know what is real


Light and Day/Reach For The Sun - The Polyphonic Spree
Seeing The Polyphonic Spree live is a little like a religious experience for me. It's not just their robes that led to some people questioning if they're a cult; it's the sense of freedom in their songs, asking questions and searching for answers, being positive, being reflective, being true to themselves and seeing how far they could take it.


Race For The Prize (remix) - The Flaming Lips
The Soft Bulletin is an incredible album. This song used to (and may still) start Flaming Lips sets. I remember seeing them at the Barrowlands and Wayne and his band were their own roadies - true punks - they saved money when touring by sorting their own equipment. They burst on to the stage with fans dressed as animals, confetti, a light that Wayne swung above his head and played this glorious song. 


The Skin Of My Yellow Country Teeth - Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
OOH haven't listened to this in years, what a tune, what a groove. I love everything about it, the vocals are strained and soulful.


I'll Be Around - Yo La Tengo
Just sublime, what a gorgeous riff and feel to this song.


French Disko - Stereolab
Stereolab were beloved by John Peel and that is how I discovered them. Unique punk pop with a psychedelic (disco) edge. One of those bands that can transport you away from reality to get lost in their music, grooves, imagery and imagination.


Dream Baby Dream - Suicide
Suicide were on of those bands that loads of my favourite artists would mention - Bobby Gillespie, Norman Blake, Duglas T Stewart.... among others (later on James Murphy). I first heard this on a free CD given away with Mojo/Uncut many, many moons ago and instantly fell for it.

Keep that dream burning
Dream baby dream, forever


Touch - A Certain Ratio
Not a band I am very familiar with at all but I've just finished reading Peter Hook's Substance book and I wanted to take some time to check them out. This is funky as funk. The band would regularly venture to New York and the disco/club scene had a HUGE impact on them.They play Glasgow in February.


Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order
Have to include New Order as I've been listening to them a lot recently while reading Hooky's book. This and Temptation are my real favourites.


Lips Like Sugar - Echo and the Bunnymen
The Bunnymen's Songs To Learn And Sing is a sensational (compilation) album. The belief, ambition, arrogance and audacity of the Bunnymen transpired to songs like Lips Like Sugar - incredible.


Leave The All Behind - Ride
Ride were really young when they burst on to the scene with a string of EP's that led to their debut album Nowhere. It was only with the release of second album Going Blank Again that I discovered them. This just blew me away; over 8-minutes of blissed out guitar psychedelia.