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Thursday, 17 September 2026

F.E.A.R.

Trust me #123
F.E.A.R. by Ian Brown

When The Stone Roses broke up in 1996, things didn't exactly go quiet. By that time, the band had left a huge legacy through their music, art, personalities and style. Post 1996, there is plenty to discuss and debate around; drugs, guitars, vocals, Mani joining Primal Scream, Squire at Knebworth, Reni's brief flirtation with The Rub, the sad fact that Reni hasn't drummed on enough recorded and released music, Brown's solo work and collaborations (especially Be There with UNKLE), Squire's solo work, the band reforming - touring the world and releasing 2 new singles, Squire's album with Liam ...

I really loved Ian Brown's burst of solo output post Roses. Three albums and a steady stream of singles from 1998-2001 evidenced a creative energy that had been built up over the years and was now exploding into life with a huge sense of freedom. It was cool, different, but still Ian Brown. Check my 2024 blog on Ian's debut solo album, 1998's Unfinished Monkey Business. 

Thirty years ago, on 17th September 2001, Ian Brown released F.E.A.R. , an absolute gem. Unique and cool, drenched in cinematic strings and a lesson in lyrical architecture. 

Released as the lead single from his third solo album, Music of the Spheres, F.E.A.R. is, at least for me, the pinnacle of Brown’s solo output. Inspired by his reading of The Autobiography of Malcolm X, specifically the study of etymology and how language can be used to control or empower, Brown set out to reclaim the word "fear."

The result is a song where every single verse is an acrostic. It’s a brilliant piece of wordplay that manages to feel effortless. Although listening back, I do wonder how long Brown had to spend piecing them all together! The end result flows beautifully.

For each a road

For every man a religion

The production on F.E.A.R. is beautifully lush, a super cool trip-hop groove with gorgeous sweeping orchestral strings over the top. The video, directed by Ian himself, features Brown cycling backwards through the streets of Soho, London, in the rain, looking moody and cool. The Roses experimented with backwards tapes through their career, now Brown was doing it with film.


Forget everything and remember
For everything a reason

Brown hasn't released an album since 2019's Ripples, although he did release a single, Rules, in 2023. It's probably safe to say that the world isn't waiting for new Ian Brown material, but listening back to his early solo albums and looking at his singles discography, maybe it is time for a few live dates.

Of course Brown is perfectly entitled to just chill and is certainly able to do so on the back of the hugely successful Stone Roses reunion shows. This is an artist who once described the music business as the filthiest business in the universe. Whether he ever releases anything again or not, Brown has produced a beautifully eclectic discography.

F.E.A.R. is added to my Trust Me playlist; search for Everything Flows - Trust Me on Spotify or CLICK HERE. Check below for all previous blogs in my Trust Me series.

Previous Trust Me blogs

1. Something On Your Mind by Karen Dalton
1A. Crimson and Clover by Tommy James and the Shondells
2. I Am, I Said  by Neil Diamond
4. If You Could Read My Mind by Gordon Lighfoot
5. Gimme Some Truth by John Lennon
6. Gone With The Wind Is My Love by Rita and the Tiaras
7. In The Year 2525 by Zager and Evans
8. The Music Box by Ruth Copeland
9. The Ship Song by Nick Cave
10. Sometimes by James
11. I Walk The Earth by King Biscuit Time
12. Didn't Know What I Was In For by Better Oblivion Community Centre
13. When My Boy Walks Down The Street by The Magnetic Fields
14. The Man Don't Give A F**k by Super Furry Animals
15. All Flowers In Time Bend Towards The Sun by Jeff Buckley and Liz Fraser
16. Are You Lookin' by The Tymes
17. A Real Hero by College & Electric Youth
18. Feelings Gone by Callum Easter
19. Sunday Morning by The Velvet Underground
20. Did I Say by Teenage Fanclub
21. Don't Look Back by Teenage Fanclub
23. Belfast by Orbital
24. Clouds by The Jayhawks
25. Dreaming Of You by The Coral
26. Everlasting Love by Love Affair
27. Walk Away Renee by The Left Banke
28. Teenage Kicks by The Undertones
29. Shaky Ground by Sneeze
29. Rill Rill by Sleigh Bells
30. I Can Feel Your Love by Felice Taylor
31. The State We're In by The Chemical Brothers w/ Beth Orton
32. Sunshine After The Rain by Ellie Greenwich
33. Losing My Edge by LCD Soundsystem
34. Mondo 77 by Looper
35. Les Fleurs by Minnie Riperton
36. Rat Trap by The Boomtown Rats
37. How High by The Charlatans
38. I Can't Let Go by Evie Sands
39. Pop Song 89 by R.E.M.
40. Summertime Clothes by Animal Collective
41. There She Goes by The Las
42. We're Going To Be Friends by White Stripes
43. Autumn Sweater by Yo La Tengo
44. Sister Rena by Lomond Campbell
45. Revolution by The Beatles
46. Lazarus by The Boo Radleys
47. Wrote For Luck by Happy Mondays
48. American Trilogy by The Delgados
49. Loser by Beck 
50. Silent Sigh by Badly Drawn Boy
51. Comedy by Shack
52. Take The Skinheads Bowling by Camper Van Beethoven
53. Freakscene by Dinosaur Jr
54. Thank You For Being You by The Pastels
55. I Think I'm In Love by Spiritualized
56. Chestnut Mare by The Byrds
57. Cannonball by The Breeders
58. Like A Rolling Stone by Bob Dylan
60. Lucky by Radiohead
61. Strange Currencies by R.E.M.
61. I Am The Cosmos by Chris Bell
62. Like A Ship (Without A Sail) by Pastor TL Barrett and the Youth for Christ Choir
63. Nothing But A Heartache by The Flirtations
64. Made of Stone by The Stone Roses
65. Tonight In Belfast by Orbital, David Holmes, DJ Helen and Mike Garry
66. Anything by Adrianne Lenker
67. I Hold Something In My Hand by Bill Ryder-Jones
68. I Meant Every Word by Burnett Sisters
69. Dream Baby Dream by Suicide
70. Stove by The Lemonheads
71. Red Lady by Phil Cordell
72. Little Fluffy Clouds by The Orb
74. Turnin' My Heartbeat Up by The M.V.P.'s
75. Razzle Dazzle Rose by Camera Obscura
76. Such Great Heights by The Postal Service
77. The Rat by The Walkmen
78. My God Has A Telephone by Aaron Frazer
79. Unfinished Sympathy by Massive Attack
80. Sweet and Tender Romance by The McKinleys
81. Hoppipolla by Sigur Ros
82. 69 Police by David Holmes
83. Hey Lisa by David Holmes
84. I Am A Rock by Simon & Garfunkel
85. Kung Fu by Ash
86. Kids by MGMT
87. Slight Return by The Bluetones
88. Give Peace A Chance by John Lennon / Plastic Ono Band
89. Cut Your Hair by Pavement
90. Race for the Prize by The Flaming Lips
91. Waitin' for a Superman by The Flaming Lips
92. Acquiesce by Oasis
93. This Is Music by The Verve
94. Lone Swordsman by Daniel Avery
95. Sparky's Dream by Teenage Fanclub
96. Common People by Pulp
97. Let Our Love Grow Higher by Eula Cooper
98. Regret by New Order
99. Keep On Keepin' On by Nolan Porter
103. Life Is Sweet by The Chemical Brothers 
105-107. Wigan Casino - Three Before Eight - Time Will Pass You By by Tobi Legend, Long After Tonight Is All Over by Jimmy Radcliffe, I'm On My Way by Dean Parrish
108. Cobra by Geese
109. All I Have To Do Is Dream by The Everly Brothers
110. Vapour Trail by Ride
111. Teardrop by Massive Attack
112. Since I Left You by The Avalanches
113. Good Dancers by The Sleepy Jackson
114. Kiss My Love Goodbye by Bettye Swann
116. Get Out Of My Dream by The Clouds
117. Sundress by Ben Kweller
118. I Love You by Primal Scream
119. Calico Skies by Paul McCartney 
120. Lay This Burden Down by Mary Love
121. Primitive Painters by Felt w/ Elizabeth Fraser
122. Like A Motorway by Saint Etienne

Friday, 8 January 2021

Did I Say

 


Trust Me # 20

Norman Blake's Did I Say,  was released on Teenage Fanclub's Four Thousand Seven Hundred And Sixty Six Seconds greatest hits/best of compilation from 2003. A limited edition 7-inch was also released.

Did I Say is a song that Norman was rightly proud of from the off. I remember catching Norman playing a show with David Scott in Blackfrairs in the Merchant City of Glasgow. The audience literally sat around Norman's feet as he played a beautiful acoustic set of Fanclub favourites and choice covers. I always remember that particular performance of Did I Say, the response was just incredible; smiles, jaws dropping ... to hear such a beautiful song by its author in such an intimate setting was a real joy. We knew Norman was good, but this was special! 

Norman, in my opinion, has written a number of absolute masterpieces over the years. I consider Did I Say to be one of his very best.

Opening with Norman singing over a piano, the band crash in beautifully after the line no you don't have to travel alone, the beat is almost Motown-esque, there is a guitar chiming. Listen on headphones and you'll get a really rich experience. 

Strings come in, you can hear the sound of someone moving up their fretboard at 1 minute 18, the beat kicks harder at 1-minute 30 as Blake sings of the sun beating down.

The instrumental section, beginning with a delightful roll of the drums; has strings soaring, there is a glockenspiel in there, a beautiful riff being picked on guitar and it is the sound of a band in full flow, playing and gelling perfectly. The melody flows so naturally throughout Did I Say, it's such a gorgeous song.

Throughout, Norman sings like an angel. There are times I've caught him playing solo when I've looked around to see who he is harmonising with. And there is no-one there, his voice is just that good, that beautiful. 

In previous Teenage Fanclub blogs I have mentioned the Teenage Fanclub Fanclub, a community that originated on the forum section of the bands website before modernising on a Facebook Group. I've met fellow fans from across the world via the group, arranging meet ups before Glasgow shows and also when I have travelled further afield. 

I thought I would ask them for their thoughts and memories on Did I Say. There are 3 videos at the end of the blog; the studio version, Norman solo in Oslo and a performance from the Creation Years tour.

Thanks to everyone for contributing. 

Photo by Mathew Parri Thomas

Hugh Haggerty

I remember upon first hearing it and thinking it was subtly romantic and beautiful and then trying to play it and finding the rhythm changes at different times totally confusing me. 

So while Norman sings this beautiful love song, with a sweet melancholy element, my version is a spluttering tune with confusion and twisty fingers!

Ronan Barrett

Hey, did I say, that I smiled when I first hear your name is a wonderful romantic line that wouldn't be out of place in one of Jimmy Webb's finest.

Des Foley

I love that line too, especially when it goes to fell in love, and I still feel the same way now - blub central!!!! Such a fantastic song.

Ruthie Blaney

Live - the almost whispered first few lines with Norman and Gerry harmonising used to give me goosebumps.

Paul Quinn 

I wished he'd written it when I was in the band. It's an absolutely amazing song. Incredible songwriting by a master of his art. 

Mark Gallagher

It's on my running playlist. Running through the hills in a groove with no people in sight with that song playing is rather transcendental.

Des Foley

I love the way that it is a hugely emotional song, yet without the lyric being that specific; it's also completely cliche free. We don't know exactly what he's singing about, but we kinda do, and so we can feel the emotion in the song and can relate to it. It's a love song but a very non-obvious love song. Sheer brilliance.

Adrian Gent

It was the first dance at our wedding and I sent a pleading messagenger to the TFC page a few weeks before their gig at the Trades Club in 2015 asking if they would play it as it was 3 days before our 10th Wedding Anniversary. Play it they indeed did - and maybe it was just a coincidence - but the fact they did made a brilliant night perfect and I admit we were both in tears when they started playing it.

Kostas Vasiliadis

Never been to Scotland but I've swum in that lake so many times that it feels like my own memory.

Matt Woollatt

As well as being absolutely spellbinding I just love the time signature changes from mostly 5/4 to 3/4 and 4/4. It's amazing!

Leigh McDiarmid

One of their best by far, only heard them play it live once but it gave me shivers ... a perfect, short, melodic masterpiece. Possibly my favourite, never tire of listening to it ... the song that has everything.

Neil Pernham

We had it played at our wedding as we walked back down the aisle. Such an amazing song.

Finlay Macdonald

I played the piano on this song. The band invited me down to Liverpool Parr Street studio to add keyboards to 3 new songs for the compilation album. It's a really cool studio and in those major label days you could spend a week in a plush residential studio (Coldplay were recording their second album in the other room) to work on only three songs. So work generally stopped around 8.30pm and merged into party mode. Gerry plated fine cuts every night on the deck through the ginormous reference monitors. Digital Love by Daft Punk was enjoyed. A lot!

Ian Cretney

There is something about the combo of lyrics and melody that creates a real emotional resonance. It's not not necessarily a specific lyric that does it for me, and it's not like it's an uber sad song or anything but it gives me a lump in my throat for reasons unknown.

Danielle Doherty

Hey, did I say ... I was staying with anold bouyfriend and his two friends came over one evening. One friend was arriving from another country and another was arriving after work - Tomtom.

I won't say who, but somebody had blagged a listen of the 2 new tracks recorded for the A Shortcut To album. After food, over beers and wine much was enthusiastically discussed (and smoked!) around the table - bad Tomtom! Great memory.

Last year was Tom's 10th anniversary and hearing these songs remind me of trekking along to the HMV in London to see them with Tom around that time.

Wendy Taylor

Beautiful song through and through. I love how it sounds so confident yet at the same time asks were/are you waiting for me? 

Kevin Robertson

It is a pure love song. Back in time with you, moving forward with you, wherever you want to go I'm with you. It's classic and beautiful songwriting from Norman as always.

Anne-Marie Feeney

I'm an old cynic but it's really just the perfect "love song" - forgive the cliched term. That line sun, beating down, on your back is just so evocative. It just takes you to that place - sun, love, freedom. You can actually FEEL the sun on your back listening to it. In these times, who doesn't want someone to be there for you?

You can listen to a playlist of all the songs from the Trust Me series via THIS PLAYLIST

Hey, did I say, I don't mind if you want to go home

Take me there, no you don't, have to travel alone

Through the night, cross the sea, going back in time

Here, for you now, were you waiting for me?


Hey, did I say, that I smiled when I first heard your name

Fell in love, and I still, feel the same way now, far

Through the night, watch the light, fall away from you

Here, for you now, were you waiting for me?


Hey, did I say, I don't mind, if you want to go back

To the lake, where you learned how to swim with the sun

Beating down, on your back, in the morning I'll come

For you girl, are you waiting for me?


Sun, beating down, on your back, in the morning I'll come

For you girl, are you waiting for me?


Norman playing solo at Cafe Mono, Oslo, 2012. Just listen to how pure and effortless his voice is.

A spine tingling version from the Barrowland Creation Years shows, highlighting the harmonies with Gerry that are mentioned above by Ruthie.


The studio version















Search for Everything Flows Trust Me on Spotify for a playlist of all songs, or CLICK HERE